Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Life:) @ 5:31 PM
Today school was okay , HmmAfter flag raising , proceed to classroom.
Went in mr.salizam da ada pat dlm . heh .
Duduk nan farah . While listening to mr.salizam,
rase vibrate , Ada msg ! Ku pk kan dari hubby , Luper nyer TIDAKK!!
Dpt msg dari Ayie And Acik . hmm sorry tk epli alik . heh .
Then had a quick test . HMM okay la.
Then Chem, got test oso .
Then recess . Then DNT! haha
after dnt MT ! wah siow tertydo beb ! hahah
Cikgu ahdani nmpak aku tydo , then he ask me to go wash face .
Aper lagi waste tym uhk pat toilet . heh .
Then go bck to class, Finish MT .
Then history . hmm . Den stay back . Discuss bout class matter .
Not intereted~ hmmm then finish .
After that meet atika and amira . pass them something .
Namirah duit pat aku oi!! hmm
then go home . haha
hmmmm ....So bored ! syg msg i la !!
top up cepat2 kay ?? hmm
Every minute Every second without fail been looking at my phone
with a small hope that hubby will msg me . Mane taw kan dher msg aku
kai num sape2 ker hmm cause dulu he use to do so .
But till now no msg . hmm , tkpe , Malam masih ader .
Mane taw he will msg me mlm kan2 . hmm
HOPING he will text ! kalo tidak ....sob2.
Hope he will meet me tmrw ! hmm ..
I will oso wait for him to on9 !
hmmm haish ! .
with the problem we facing now and dengan dher tak der pp8.
hmm enta la buat aku resah semacam .
risau sane risau sini . hmmm..
Ya allah ! tlg la aku . haish ..
I dnt know this few days i feel like something is missing .
I feel lonely , feel empty ... hmmm eventhough ppl got text me,
eventhough hubby msg with me..
but dnt know la . haishh! ...No mood to do anything .
aku asyik termenung sane sini . hmm
I really need some1 ! Somebody help me pls !.
I dnt knw whats wrong with me .
Slalu rase tk sedapp ati jer .
Slalu rase nk nangis pon ader!
Till when its gonna be like dis .. hmmm
Its killing me ! Mcm nk bunuh diri pon ader . hmm
haish . enta la . Kla i want to sleep .
Later got ngaji . Then im going to do my eng homework and history project .
haish , dengan aku mcm gyni ... boley ker aku uat ni sume ! hmm
Kalo la hubby is with me rite now , hmm i will feel more relax .
He by my side . Comfort me with his hug . hmm heh
But rite now i myself dnt knw where he is and what is he doing !
Hope u take a good care of urself .
Hope u are not playing behind me . hmmm
Hope u wont do it . hmmm
I seriously need hubby rite now .
I miss him, i miss his hug , i miss his smile
I miss everything bout him. I miss his love too
haish . Just got the feeling he wont msg me
tonight , hmm
feelings jer tk mo terikot2
heh . B, where are you now ? hmm haish !
Take care taw sayang ? i will always love you .:)
Labels: current feelings : something is not right . haish